Peter (one of the disciples)

When i was on my way home from plaza singapura, i read this on the bus..and this thought came into my mind...
It was matthew chap 26 verse 34 to 35 "Jesus said to him, 'Truely i say to you that this very night, before a rooster crows, you will deny Me three times.' Peter said to Him, 'Even if i have to die with You, i will not deny You." All the disciples said that same thing too.
Jesus was talking to Peter, one of the disciples...

Oh! i was reading the rehmma booklet before reading the Bible!
and guess what?!
they talked about peter too! cool right?
it was the topic on Nothing in Secret!
somemore it is i anyhow random flip one leh!
One sentence said "Will you slink away like Peter when your faith is being tested?"
God works in amazing ways!

Anw, i was thinking about this topic that God provided me with...and i started to think...are we as christians going to really be like Peter? Are we going to be singing songs in church during worship about how we love God and are willing to die for him kind and not mean it?
Maybe we do mean it..but are you sure one is going to overcome the fear of death and die because of God? or are we going to run away and turn our backs towards him?
For me, although i always sing and i mean it from my heart...
But who knows what will i do when i really face with a situation to die for God?
Who knows how i am going to react in a moment of fear and despair?
Let just say when a gun points at you asking you whether you are a christian annot?
I fear that i will be like Peter...being so confident at first, but at the end, denying God=(

May God bless you!