i love GOD!!!

ARGHHH!! you know what!! i just now try to publish a super long post and it just disappeared just like that!! Haiz..now i got to retype! but i will cut things short la.. i wanna tell you that the reason why i want to create a blog now is to provide help and encouragement to those who really in need to help both christians and non-christians...i really would advice you to turn to God..cause he can really help you in ways that no other person can ever help you! you will never know unless you try...
oh!! you know, i set up a PRAYER GROUP in cjc!!! like finally!!! it consists of ivan, tiffany, judith and me!! and we are all from grace assembly!! although it has only 4 ppl, but i am sure that as long as we pray, by God's grace, God's kingdom in CJC can be expanded!!! cause a revival is already starting in RJC! YEAH!!can't wait to do evengelism in cj!!
haiz..have to retype everything...
oh!! you know, my OP(oral presentation) is coming soon!! and you know i am like super duper scared of presentations one!!it is like my greatest fear for now! i ever once got too scared until i squat down and cover my ears in front of everyone!! haiz..i guess i will just have to leave everything to God lor...he can do wonders!! oh! for all those christians who read this, pls pls pray for me k?=)
sometimes i feel that the closer i get to God, i will tend to drift away from non-christian friends, i feel that i don feel as happy and that there is a barrier between us...cause it is like the christian songs that i listen to, the verses that i read in the bible, it is very difficult to tell them you see, cause they won't be interested and i won't feel as comfortable as before when i am amongst them...
hmmm...i really cannot understand some people, why they have to use certain words? like "i swear!, oh my God!, damn, fuck...etc" it really hurts me when i hear these words! it just totally cuts off the convo! i don't understand! there are like so many words to replace those...
These two weeks i have been trying to share the gospel with my close friends like those from SA during the PAE, wen rong, xin ying, kaiyuan( especially kai yuan cause i have been sharing it with him dunno since when) oh! and my father! Through the encouragement given by my church friends like kenneth, caleb and tiffany, i come to realise that it is not about how eloquent i speak nor about how good i am to persuade ppl, it is all about whether God wants to touch their hearts annot...
haiz..sometimes i just feel like praying that my non-christian friends will just face some major problem in life so that they will be so desperate that they will really need and seek for God. (very evil right?)
i can like literally see my friends in hell screaming for my help! but by the time it is like too late already...do not wait or have second thoughts about sharing the gospel! cause it is really impt as you do not know when the person will actually die and i am sure for us christians, you wouldn't want your friends to be in hell and scream " why didn't you tell me! why!!"
i would really like to thank God for providing me with my bestest of the best friend ever since sec 3!! she is no other then LENG SHAN!! i really really love her alot!! she provided me with the encouraging and super long mesaages and is always there especially during my promos! i am sure that she will always be my bestest friend like forever because we have God! friendships with God is everlasting! we ever drift away before, but through God, we became closer then ever!!
i would also like to thank God for my other good church friends like tiffany cause i really think that God provided her for me! He must have known that i needed help in the class! also, for Grace lum, she is like so nice! and she ever said she will always be there for me=) (very touching right?) also for people like phui see, edith, cheryl and most importantly, elo!!! cause she has been there when i most needed her in preteens!! thank you so so much (for everyone). They are like the best!! i feel so so so super blessed!!
i dunno...but i feel that in my CJ class clique, i feel that we are so shallow...sometimes, i really want to have a heart to heart talk...not just being friends on the surface...haiz..But i would still like to thank them for being my friends and being nice to me=)
oh!! i wanna share with you all something...ask you, do you know why are there so much corruption in this world? because right, in the beginning, God gave adam and eve the authority to govern over the earth. However, since they listened to the serpent (satan), part of this authority is passed on to satan! thats why he have some control over the earth!! leading to corruption!! haha make sense?
Since God is love, must always rmb that if you really love God, you would love EVERYONE!!cause God loves everyone!
lastly, i would like to share with everyone one verse from 1 corinthians, chap 1, verse 27 "But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty" and verse 28 "the things which are despised God has chosen" thats why he is such a loving God! if you admit you are weak in spirit and cannot live without God, you are STRONG in him! you will recieve gifts beyond your imagination!!
oh! you all should go listen to songs like Jesus doesn't care, You'll come and the reason. VERY nice!!! go youtube to find or something=)
GOD LOVES YOU!